books:
Simulacra and Simulation, Baudrillard x2 
Le Suicide, Emile Durkheim
Against Interpretation, Susan Sontag
Styles of Radical Will, Susan Sontag
Essays of the 60s/70s,Susan Sontag
Illness as Metaphor,Susan Sontag 
The Shards, Bret Easton Ellis
Imperial Bedrooms, Bret Easton Ellis
Less Than Zero, Bret Easton Ellis x2 
Play it as it Lays, Joan Didion x3 (oops) 
The White Album, Joan Didion 
Slouching Towards Bethlehem, Joan Didion 
Eros the Bittersweet, Ann Carson x2
Platform, Michele Houellebecq 
Crush, Richard Siken 
Plain water, Ann Carson 

research papers/ random internet shit:

Is Neoliberalism Killing Us? A Cross-Sectional Study of the Impact of Neoliberal Beliefs on Health and Social Wellbeing in the Midst of the COVID-19 Pandemic, Kiffer G Gard, Kirk J Hepburn


“Inside the fat woman, trying to
get out”: Louise Glück’s Lyric
Poetry and the Aesthetics of
Anorexia, Harani Vembar 

Ascetic self-cultivation, Foucault and the hermeneutics of the self, Michael A Peters

thinking against oneself, reflections on Cioran, Susan Sontag (my favorite essay that I read this year) 

Towards a Biopolitics of Beauty: Eugenics, Aesthetic Hierarchies and Plastic Surgery in Brazil, Alvaro Jarrin

“Getting Smaller Everyday”— Does One Have to Be Nothing in Order to Avoid
Wanting to Be Everything? On Alice and Aliens & Anorexia
Nadine Hartman